I love David’s words in Psalm 63:1. I made it my prayer years ago. It says, “O God, You are my God; early will I seek You; my soul thirsts for You; my flesh longs for You in a dry and thirsty land where there is no water.”

Verse 8 in the Amplified says, “My whole being follows hard after You and clings closely to You; Your right hand upholds me.”

I highly recommend A. W. Tozer’s book, The Pursuit Of God.” His words awakened something deep in my spirit back in the 70’s. I loved his prayers at the end of each chapter. They spoke of a longing I had never experienced before.

I began to adopt them into my own prayer life. Words like, “I long to long for you; I want to want You; I need to need You more, I thirst to be thirsty still, etc. When I published my first book, chapter one was “Are You Thirsty?” In Proverbs 8:17 wisdom says, “I love those who love me, and those who seek me diligently will find me.”

Here’s a verse my dad really appreciated. He often used it to prepare his heart for communion on Sunday morning. Ezra 7:10 says, “For Ezra had prepared his heart to seek the Law of the Lord, and to do it, and to teach statutes and ordinances in Israel.”

Do you take time to prepare your heart to seek the Lord? That means we have to be intentional, and not allow other things to distract us. Think of David. Psalm 27:4 says, “One thing I have desired of the Lord, that will I seek…”

David was a seeker. God called him a man after His own heart. I used to think that meant that he was like the Lord’s heart. Yet, we might also consider that he was in pursuit of God’s heart. 

Hebrews 11:6 says, “…for he who comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him.” In Psalm 27:8 David wrote, “When You said, Seek My face, my heart said to You, Your face, Lord, I will seek.”

Authentic is the meaning of the word sincere in this verse. 1 Peter 1:22 says, “Since you have purified your souls in obeying the truth through the Spirit in sincere love of the brethren, love one another fervently with a pure heart.”

1 John 2:11 says, “He who loves his brother abides in the light, and there is no cause of stumbling in him.” The apostle John wrote those words because He remembered Jesus’ words in John 3:21. It says, “But he who does the truth comes to the light, that his deeds may be clearly seen, that they have been done in God.”

Paul wrote to the church in Ephesus about that. Ephesians 5:1-2 says, “Therefore be imitators of God as dear children. And walk in love…” Verse 13 says, “But all things that are exposed are made manifest by the light, for whatever makes manifest is light.”

The high watermark of a believer is one who remains in the light. Mark 4:22 says that things are only hidden that they may be revealed. Walking with other light-dwellers purifies. 

1 John 2:4 goes with John 14:21. It says, “He who says, I know Him, and does not keep His commandments, is a liar, and the truth is not in him.” 1 John 1:6 says, “If we say that we have fellowship with Him, and walk in darkness, we lie and do not practice the truth.”

How do we practice the truth? I love the statement that Franklin Graham said about his dad. That he was the same in the pulpit as he was at home. Are you the same behind closed doors as you are in the open? Our inner character is revealed by what we say and do. Is your message and the messenger the same?

A watermark is a faint imprint made on some types of paper during manufacture, that is visible when held against the light. Watermarks authenticate. In bazaar days, the vendor would cry out that their wares were sincere. It meant that there was no wax that was applied to hide the cracks. A wise buyer would take the vessel out into the light to authenticate its true value.

Our trials are designed to conform us to the image of Jesus. Galatians 5:22-23. The fruit of the Spirit in the life of an authentic follower of Christ, is the outward evidence of an inward transformation.

We live in this world. 1 John 2:15 says that if we love or embrace the things of this world’s system, the love of the Father is not in us. John 14:21 is a measuring stick of our authenticity. It says, “He who has My commandments and keeps them, it is he who loves Me. And he who loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I will love him and manifest Myself to him.”

The Greek word for manifest is in two parts. “in” and “to cause to shine.” It means to appear, come to view, reveal, exhibit, make visible, present oneself in the sight of another, be conspicuous. Matthew 5:8 says, “Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.”

Jesus is Truth. It is His truth that brings inner transformation ~ metamorphosis. It sets us free from ourselves.

1 John 2:6 says that those who say they believe in Jesus ~ walk just like He walked. From the moment that we accept Jesus as our personal Savior, we begin a journey of sanctification. It is progressive, and we do not arrive until we meet Him face to face.

Paul described his journey as a fight of faith. 2 Timothy 4:7. He wrote those words as he was waiting for the executioner to end his life on this earth. As I read of his innumerable trials in 2 Corinthians 11:23-33, I marvel that he would call them ‘light afflictions.’ 2 Corinthians 4:17.

There is another description of his life in Philippians 2:12. It says, “I know how to be abased, and I know how to abound. Everywhere and in all things I have learned both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need.” Verse 11 says, “…I have learned in whatever state I am, to be content.”

Psalm 119:71 says, “It is good for me that I have been afflicted, that I may learn Your statutes.”

The moment we are emotionally triggered, our nervous system goes into sympathetic mode. That is our God-given mechanism when we face imminent danger. However our brain does not distinguish between real danger, or we feel emotionally vulnerable. 

Fight, flight, or freeze is instantly activated. Stress hormones are released, creating a cascade of events: heart rate and breathing increase, muscles are pumped full of adrenaline, and digestion stops.

When I suddenly react inside, I’ve learned that something hidden within me was just exposed. Ignoring our reactions is futile activity. Our inner healing depends on our acknowledging our vulnerability before the Lord. It takes humility to admit we have a problem that only He can solve.

Think of the entrance to a cave. Visibility is limited. We have no idea what might be hidden inside. We need penetrating light to expose the hidden. Psalm 119:105 says, “Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path.”

When the light of His word is deeply rooted in our heart, it is the catalyst the Holy Spirit uses to bring healing from our past hurts.

It is good to recall this about the Lord. He knows all of our thoughts before we think them. He knows the words on our tongues before we speak them. We may feel vulnerable with others, but we are totally safe with the Lord.

Are you a man pleaser? Here is my friend’s definition for emotional vulnerability. “Wanting others approval to the point you allow them to lead you and/or control you.” Do you recognize the trap?

Traps are set to ensnare the unsuspecting. Relying on ourselves for protection is the bait of satan. Isaiah 55:3 says, “Incline your ear, and come to Me. Hear, and your soul shall live…”

We have the Holy Spirit who dwells within us. He will oppose our fleshly reactions, but we have to heed Him.

Our flesh wants its own way. Galatians 5:17 says that the Holy Spirit will fight against our flesh. I encourage you to ask the Holy Spirit, each morning as you wake up, to intercept your way. Then be attentive to His promptings. For me, the minute my spirit backs up, I’m alerted.

A few days ago I had you ask yourself this question. “Are there areas in my life where I am afraid to be vulnerable?” When we react with emotional self-protection, it is usually our deflection from an area we feel vulnerable in.

Self-protection is a lie. There is only One who is able to protect us. David aptly described Him in Psalm 18:2. It says, “The Lord is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.”

Again he wrote in Psalm 62:2. It says, “He only is my rock and my salvation; He is my defense; I shall not be greatly moved.”

I had many self-protective mechanisms. They were automatic reactions when I felt threatened in any way. They were reinforced once when someone hid behind my driver’s seat after dark. It was a joke for them, but a terrorizing experience for me. They popped up as I started my car. Think about your life. What triggers reactions for you?

Like in the rainforest, the tall tree roots that reach the sun feed the little lower shrubs and visa versa. In His body, each of our roots feeds the other. As we each walk in the Spirit, we grow in discernment.

I love the picture of Joseph He was falsely accused and imprisoned. He was not bitter. Genesis 39:21 says, “…He gave him favor in the sight of the keeper of the prison.” Watch his discernment. Genesis 40:6 says, “And Joseph came in to them in the morning and looked at them, and saw that they were sad.” Their faces reflected their heart’s inner feelings.

As His body members, we have the opportunity to encourage others through how the Lord has encouraged us. 2 Corinthians 1:4 says, “Who comforts us in our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort those in any trouble…” 

All trials are designed to try our faith as we are refined. I can share the words the Lord has given me to sustain me in mine, and you can share yours with me ~ synergistic encouragement.